Just reflecting [I'm Creepy]

There's no expectation of this ever being noticed.

I'm pretty sure I come off as creepy, especially to women, in real life. I'm short and fat and ugly, and probably stare at things too much. I try to stop the staring thing, especially when it comes to people, but most of the time it takes a few seconds to even realise I'm doing it.

Don't want to be like this. Don't even want to be alive really.