I Am a Complicated Person

I have a boyfriend. He's thoughtful, witty, understanding, gentle, caring... He's everything I wished for a guy. Everything was going smoothly until this day. Before, I was always reminding him not to doubt me because I would never do things he wouldn't like. I keep on telling him that but he just won't stop. And it's getting tiresome. I'm getting exhausted with explaining myself. Or maybe I'm just complicated... I don't know. I'm perplexed. I don't know what to do.

ps. send help

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rckt148 · 61-69, M

Usually a scared person has a self fulfilling prophecy
The thing they fear the most
They cause
I have been guilty of it too
But when nothing good ever lasts ,,
Its justified I think to feel that way
You could always hang in there ,
prove to him this time it will be different

yourstrulytrish · F

@rckt148 Thank you so much for your help. But I don't know how or what to tell him. I'm scared of what might be his reaction.

rckt148 · 61-69, M

@yourstrulytrish my ex's were pretty clear ,
I ran them off .
maybe you could be kinder ,and at least attempt to make it clear ,
"look I care about you ,you have a lot of desirable qualities ,but if you don't let up your foretelling our future ,
I can't handle having to constantly justify myself "

Then if he doesn't get it at least you tried to be humane and give him a chance ,,I could have accepted that
and I did it to myself, my fear brought about my worst fears,
but mine just left me ,
It would have been kinder just to put a scared puppy out of its misery

yourstrulytrish · F

@rckt148 oh... I'm so sorry you have to go through that. But thank you for helping me. I've realized something I should do. God bless your heart💛