I think my biggest fear rn is making some tiny social mistake that someone else perceives as flagging bad intentions on my part.

And it's something thats really obvious to them but i cant tell bc i have bad social skills. And theyre completely inconsolable and theres literally nothing i can do about it because they interpret any attempt to explain myself or make it up to them as trying to hide what i really want. And this is like an average thought spiral for me.