I Don't Need to Mind...
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..., finishing last.
You see, all I ever really wanted to be is a nice guy, and a good person.
It's true enough that I sometimes let people or situations get a little too far under my skin. A thing that can sometimes bring out my darker, more violent side. I don't like the way it feels while that version of me takes over what's usually my peaceful soul. I do recognize it sometimes in the moment and can curb it. Other times it could even be considered a needed part of me to deal with whatever / whoever. But overall it almost always leaves my heart and soul with a soiled feeling of sorts.
And I'm not really here saying that I'll definitely finish last in any given way. What I'm really trying to convey is the belief that if I need to be a bad guy, and asshole, or someone that takes advantage of others, or just plain cruel and selfish in order to get by or create some form of success..., I'd rather finish last and have people say nice things about me when I'm not around. I'd rather finish last and have people happy to have known me or met me.
I'm also not here trying to convince anyone that I'm particularly good or the nicest guy you'll ever meet, but I do try to be good and nice consistently.
Though honestly, I'm not really tracking who likes me, loves me, or how many lives I've made any better or seem lighter to the people living them.
To that end, I wish anyone that finds this post and decides to read it, a very enjoyable day. Or at the very least, a day that doesn't try to run you down and over. But if it does, I'm sending my best wishes for a speedy turn around and the faith in yourself to make choices that help turn it all around tomorrow.
I hope this song and my words help you have a nice start and good thoughts to begin your day.
I'm off to work now and my plan is to have a great day for myself no matter what this world decides to throw at me.
Be well
Live happy
Die trying,
Rob
..., finishing last.
You see, all I ever really wanted to be is a nice guy, and a good person.
It's true enough that I sometimes let people or situations get a little too far under my skin. A thing that can sometimes bring out my darker, more violent side. I don't like the way it feels while that version of me takes over what's usually my peaceful soul. I do recognize it sometimes in the moment and can curb it. Other times it could even be considered a needed part of me to deal with whatever / whoever. But overall it almost always leaves my heart and soul with a soiled feeling of sorts.
And I'm not really here saying that I'll definitely finish last in any given way. What I'm really trying to convey is the belief that if I need to be a bad guy, and asshole, or someone that takes advantage of others, or just plain cruel and selfish in order to get by or create some form of success..., I'd rather finish last and have people say nice things about me when I'm not around. I'd rather finish last and have people happy to have known me or met me.
I'm also not here trying to convince anyone that I'm particularly good or the nicest guy you'll ever meet, but I do try to be good and nice consistently.
Though honestly, I'm not really tracking who likes me, loves me, or how many lives I've made any better or seem lighter to the people living them.
To that end, I wish anyone that finds this post and decides to read it, a very enjoyable day. Or at the very least, a day that doesn't try to run you down and over. But if it does, I'm sending my best wishes for a speedy turn around and the faith in yourself to make choices that help turn it all around tomorrow.
I hope this song and my words help you have a nice start and good thoughts to begin your day.
I'm off to work now and my plan is to have a great day for myself no matter what this world decides to throw at me.
Be well
Live happy
Die trying,
Rob
