2024 ,please be nice

I got a great opportunity at the end of 2023. I have been working here for 2 months , things have been great and i got to start buying things for me, im comfortable , i finally got my mattress of the floor and got the bed frame i wanted, i have been sleeping so well, im so happy. but i need to still get dessers and stuff , i went out for months with nothing. Im glad my resilence got me this job oppournity. The only bad thing is my ex will come uot of jail soon and everyone has been telling me to go to shelter but i dont want to leave my home.. times is so hard i do everything by myself Im lucky my daycare take my son sick because then i wouldnt have a job, Im anxious knowing one day imma have to make a tough decision . its a double edge sword and i just wish my sons father would leave me alone, iv been hapy rebuying the things i like, getting my hair done, getting the things i wanted like a labtop , a new iphone and headphone, im beyond grateful for me always wanting more for myself and not sitting around. I wish at ths point i had some miracle to the situation with my sons father which would him magically stop harrasing and looking for me or i was able to find someone to move in with or get my apartment transfer nowadays, i pray that im able to stay comfortable because i like where i live and its close to work, Im lookinf for ways out this loop. in all i just want a good life,the one i deserve, all these years of fighting demons an being alone with no family and disappoinment.. i just want to invest in myself, how,? im figuring that now .