I’m so confused as to whether to be settled or a wild thang.

Every week the same war, for a few days I want to be full of passion, wild, reading poetry in the middle of the night, painting all day, living on the road, living out of a duffle bag like a hippy, not many belongings, high experiences, bohemian style life, bohemian mode.

Then the next few days I want to be completely settled, I want a nice little house, I want to have babies, I want to cook and bake, and watch Netflix, just be nested and cosy, I want to buy nice furnishings for the house, and beautiful sweaters, beautiful homewares, I want to wear floral girly dresses, have nice things, I want to study and write novels, I want a cosy settled life. I call this my Mormon wife mode.

These are like two sides of my personality, and I can never decide which to stick too, so change every day. Today it’s Mormon wife mode, two days ago it was wild Bohemian. Please someone give me some wisdom on this situation?