September 13, 2026
When the sun is shining, and the clock says 5:25, that means it's almost evening.
Until the 17th (3 whole days to go) I am essentially broke
But I have enough sleeping pills to do a kind of fast forward.
And my last grocery order I got a coffee mug with a lid, I can zone out and then recall there's coffee to sip, and it's still HOT!!
I am doing more and more cleaning up too, and on the 21st when me and brother will be seeing dad, i'll be getting a new microwave, which I will need latex gloves to remove the current one and all the disgusting debris on top and around it.
Making my place neat and tidy is underway, and I wish to thank my friend InterdimensionalSideEye for encouraging me.
However reading and music still reign supreme.
What makes life worthwhile, like books and music, should be seen as only effective, when you're also managing doing things that aren't enjoyable in and of themselves, and then when you see how it all fits together, it then becomes enjoyable.
Until the 17th (3 whole days to go) I am essentially broke
But I have enough sleeping pills to do a kind of fast forward.
And my last grocery order I got a coffee mug with a lid, I can zone out and then recall there's coffee to sip, and it's still HOT!!
I am doing more and more cleaning up too, and on the 21st when me and brother will be seeing dad, i'll be getting a new microwave, which I will need latex gloves to remove the current one and all the disgusting debris on top and around it.
Making my place neat and tidy is underway, and I wish to thank my friend InterdimensionalSideEye for encouraging me.
However reading and music still reign supreme.
What makes life worthwhile, like books and music, should be seen as only effective, when you're also managing doing things that aren't enjoyable in and of themselves, and then when you see how it all fits together, it then becomes enjoyable.
46-50, M
