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Beatbox34 · 31-35, M
I call it my numb state.
I'm smiling like an idiot but I can't feel anything anymore. I drink to let myself get into that state. I go hard because I cry and feel so much. I want to stop feeling and I just smile when I'm drunk. I don't get high but it gets me there. It shuts me up too.
I'm smiling like an idiot but I can't feel anything anymore. I drink to let myself get into that state. I go hard because I cry and feel so much. I want to stop feeling and I just smile when I'm drunk. I don't get high but it gets me there. It shuts me up too.
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