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MethDozer we’re religious but i don’t think that’s entirely the cause of it. i’m just the baby in every way. like the youngest child, youngest cousin. my parents were older when they had me and my mom has siblings over 15 years older than her. both my parents were raised pretty traditionally, my moms parents were born in the 1920s and their values definitely reflect in how they brought up their children.
but i’ve always been babied and put into a golden child box. i barely talked at all growing up, i excelled in school and sports, i did whatever my parents wanted and i always behaved. and now even at 22 they still baby me. my mom wouldn’t let me go to that concert alone even though i paid for everything. she makes me call her everytime i go to and from class.
i have a sailors mouth online but i’ve never sworn to anyone in my offline life not even my friend. i just feel like i’m mentally stuck in being a little kid and the shame and embarrassment that comes with growing up. plus ive never had any romantic or sexual experiences so that doesn’t help.
