Have you ever been attracted to a cousin?

I was debating sharing this but fuck it it’s SW 🤷🏻‍♀️ I used to experiment with one of my cousins growing up while we were in middle school. It started out as dry humping then later on we would take turns eating each other out. We even got caught once by her sister who snitched of course. My mom was pissed lol I want to say it was mostly innocent, I mean I knew what we were doing but I didn’t ‘understand’ it if that makes sense. For me it was just fun and felt good and there’s just something enticing about doing something you know you probably shouldn’t be doing especially at that age. But once we started high school she wanted to keep it going but by then I was like nah it was just starting to feel weird. We were still cool and everything after that we just aren’t as close anymore. Too busy being boring adults lol but I do still think about what we used to do together, wouldn’t be surprised if she still thinks about it too.