I am so sick of this winter

Woke up to snow again, not as much as yesterday, but enough I had to get out shovel.
This winter already seems long and in the north we can snow all the way up to April.
It is a depressing thought.

Last winter was mild and he was here with me.
Now all is bleak in both in nature and my moods.
Yes, it is getting slightly better sort of like the weather.
One day all is gloom and the next the sun pops out for a few hours.

I feel discouraged
Sometimes, it feels like no matter what I do it is not enough.
I am not even talking about others opinions
I have learned to listen to but not adopt

It is almost like this winter has a personality
One that teases you and then blasts you
It's ever changing moods make me depressed

It is the first winter in a long time that we have had bad weather and snow on a consistent bases
It looks like it will be a long one