Good morning SW! I am sleeping a little too much lately but I guess it's okay...

I find it mesmerizing, sleeping with the door open! I wake up and the thick darkness is looking at me, I walk outside, 3 am, the stars - what a spectacle! Depending on the hour I go to pee, I might encounter a furry against my ass, which I push away! Cats love to do that lolz But sometimes they're just asleep or away and then I am relieved..and pee without cat hair floating around

Then I look around - it is beautiful and eerie but it isn't inviting me, the scenery at night isn't saying, come, enjoy, no.. It is more like, okay, go back in da house!

My dreams had that dark feeling. I do not remember them but I do remember the feeling and it was that of, waiting for the bad day to pass - waiting for the dream to pass. Things were happening that wasn't good or bad but uncomfortable and making me feel this "not again" feeling.

I am having my morning coffee, in between you, cat hair, cat food, the cicadas, the beloved trees, the soil, oops I need to wash the dishes from yesterday, the bees, the blonde hay, the ginger cat on the blonde hay hahaha and the open sky!