Very discouraged and depressed today.

It might seem like a small thing ,I suppose, but we got a whole lot of snow and I have no one here to help me.
The stupid city which I live in piled up the snow to the exit of my driveway so, if I want to get out I will have to shove a huge pile of snow in order to get out.
I've already been outside for a total of 2 hours with break and
my back's hurting.
It's slow going, I guess ,it might be silly to be upset about it.
It also reminds me that my husband and I always did this together now I have no one.