AHH that relief when the day is over, I am getting in bed with laptop and a lil snack and a warm water:)
Few notices
A - I am best at peace when my training is in tact
- Yet there are periods where I rebel and I think I am dependent upon my training in order for me to be functioning properly and then I refuse to train and by far I am aware of the type of vicious cycle this is.
B - I so so much want to incorporate meditation in my life as much I have done with training. But I am losing my path over and over.
C - I am very happy with the way art has been incorporated in my life. I am it, I am becoming it...hard to explain that yet, but I see art in a very different way than what I did. I am a real artist, I am becoming a real artist! (don't worry much about it, think all artists are mad and that's about it:D)
This is my Garden. My garden is going well, I am happy about it.
Another random thought I am having right now is,
Another random thought is, If you are barely making it as an artist, it is because you maybe need to go through this experience of poverty and scarcity. If you go through, and do not try to find alternatives, you will find something out. I am not going to tell you what . I'm not. ssshs 😎
Despite all these, I am focusing my attention to one thing for the whole 2026:
Have a good shelter and nutritious food.
And being gracious whilst making it.
I already have it, but the last few years I have put myself in situations, because of the lack of it, that I'd rather not be any longer. So I have set my mind clear and my priorities straight. I'm not aiming at becoming a millionaire, though if the path take me there I will happily receive that too. But my aim is simple, to always have a safe and suitable shelter of my choice and to always have access to nutritious food.
This aim I am finding it is also helping to keep me grounded and humble, two other most important qualities that I highly value.
🕊🌸🩷🌸🕊
bonus cartoon song of my childhood
[media=https://youtu.be/5txHGxJRwtQ]
A - I am best at peace when my training is in tact
- Yet there are periods where I rebel and I think I am dependent upon my training in order for me to be functioning properly and then I refuse to train and by far I am aware of the type of vicious cycle this is.
B - I so so much want to incorporate meditation in my life as much I have done with training. But I am losing my path over and over.
C - I am very happy with the way art has been incorporated in my life. I am it, I am becoming it...hard to explain that yet, but I see art in a very different way than what I did. I am a real artist, I am becoming a real artist! (don't worry much about it, think all artists are mad and that's about it:D)
This is my Garden. My garden is going well, I am happy about it.
Another random thought I am having right now is,
Let them all be free, even if that means, free from yourself!
Another random thought is, If you are barely making it as an artist, it is because you maybe need to go through this experience of poverty and scarcity. If you go through, and do not try to find alternatives, you will find something out. I am not going to tell you what . I'm not. ssshs 😎
Despite all these, I am focusing my attention to one thing for the whole 2026:
Have a good shelter and nutritious food.
And being gracious whilst making it.
I already have it, but the last few years I have put myself in situations, because of the lack of it, that I'd rather not be any longer. So I have set my mind clear and my priorities straight. I'm not aiming at becoming a millionaire, though if the path take me there I will happily receive that too. But my aim is simple, to always have a safe and suitable shelter of my choice and to always have access to nutritious food.
This aim I am finding it is also helping to keep me grounded and humble, two other most important qualities that I highly value.
🕊🌸🩷🌸🕊
bonus cartoon song of my childhood
[media=https://youtu.be/5txHGxJRwtQ]
