I am choosing to have a marvelous day and so should you.

I scolded too many people yesterday, while I had a fever. I’ve realized the older I get, the less I desire to lead and the more frequently I feel resentful towards the expectation. Mainly because I do not think most people use what I teach them well. They don't honor me that way. No wonder when our ideals and beliefs are anything but similar.

I feel physically better today. I am spending more time on my farm to soothe my mind as a form of self-care, looking at the deserted surrounding mountains and thinking of a nightmare I had last night. I dreamt of peach blossoms. My few rows of peach trees are not enough to match the splendor I saw in my dream. I think I want to make the best part of that dream a reality, and the worst part will remain in the past.