I'm never bloody happy y'know that.

I'm always searching for the next obsession, always wanting more, forever chasing my own tail.

It probably comes off that I'm a selfish asshole, but really its deeply rooted in insecurity. Not that those things are mutually exclusive 😂 But crikey, it's exhausting.

Just sitting here musing of the facts. I wonder who i really am underneath all the slight of hand