K pop is what's keeping me here

You see I really like K-pop it's kind of the only thing keeping me from hurting myself or even worse but everyone around me thinks she's stupid they say it's just a waste of my time and it's just a phase they say that they look like girls or they all look the same or that is just a stupid hobby and when they insult them it hurts my feelings because they don't know that that's the only thing keeping me here