My Saturday night again, is in bed & listening to music and waiting for my food to be done cooking.

Ugh, Can't wait to start making payments on a new fken bed, hate the one I have now.. After I pay my bills. Im just climbing out of debt here, i will never let a man talk me into doing drugs ever again, Drugs ruined my life, smh nvr again..... Still so mad i let it go on for so long, even though i gave up everything, drinking, cigarettes and all drugs. Im still so fken broke and, the lil savings i have now, i will not touch.. Only for emergencies. Ugh, wish i had somone i could talk to like a partner Eeee 🤣 But, i am single an too scared of everyone rn... I can't seem to trust anyone anymore.