So I met someone I really got on with and out of the blue she doesn't want anything to do with me

I know I didn't do anything bad, sometimes these things just happen. I don't know why things have to be complicated sometimes but I suppose people are by nature.

It's a real shame, we were like best friends and then *poof*. I'm a big boy so I'll be okay, it's nice to actually be at the point where I can feel fine about these kinds of things now, I wouldn't have been a decade ago. I don't take it personal anymore, I know we all have our struggles and internal complexities.
If we don't talk again I wish her the best and it was nice knowing her.

Apart from that life has improved for me recently in a big way, I finally have space to relax and focus on what I want to do. So I'm thankful for what I have in life, I'm greatful and very lucky in a lot of ways. I feel it's important to always feel greatful for what we have in our lives 🙏

I will keep training and studying, continuing my journey of actualisation and maybe I'll meet more cool people along the way. Peace and love

SW-User

Sorry about that, good attitude though.
Sometimes people have way way too many expectations of others and can't just accept it as is. On-line seems to be worse than in real world. It's too hard to know what's really going on with someone so the imagination takes over and it's not often right. Could be their imagination made a mole hill into a mountain.