So I met someone I really got on with and out of the blue she doesn't want anything to do with me

I know I didn't do anything bad, sometimes these things just happen. I don't know why things have to be complicated sometimes but I suppose people are by nature.

It's a real shame, we were like best friends and then *poof*. I'm a big boy so I'll be okay, it's nice to actually be at the point where I can feel fine about these kinds of things now, I wouldn't have been a decade ago. I don't take it personal anymore, I know we all have our struggles and internal complexities.
If we don't talk again I wish her the best and it was nice knowing her.

Apart from that life has improved for me recently in a big way, I finally have space to relax and focus on what I want to do. So I'm thankful for what I have in life, I'm greatful and very lucky in a lot of ways. I feel it's important to always feel greatful for what we have in our lives 🙏

I will keep training and studying, continuing my journey of actualisation and maybe I'll meet more cool people along the way. Peace and love