I Love Films That Make Me Think About Life

I love everything about films. I love acting, directing, editing. I love everything related to films. It has been my desire to become a movie director. I know it's a difficult task and needs enthusiasm but I am ready to accept these difficulties. I have been writing scripts. Some of them look good. I have been creating stories and writing script but I haven't yet reached my goal. It's hard to keep struggling in the sitiuation where your script is looked down upon or not accepted. It is really a terrible feeling. Being creative is really difficult.
The other challenge and the obstacle with my scripts is that they are more ethics oriented. Modern films do not stress ethics or morality. They want stories about aliens and SCI FI stuff. I really hate these kind of stuff. And that is I think the reason why I am struggling. I should accept the evils of confinement.