I Have Something To Say

Randomly, after watching an old and well known movie.."Edward Scissorhands". I relate to Edward Scissorhands 🤣. He's so quiet, he was originally in solitude. And he kind of still seeks it in a way, throughout the film, when he accidentally does wrong, he's polite, timid, short replys..but is out seen using his creativity to keep him amused or occupied....I can tell you that as an introvert,...with social anxiety influencing how I act. I'm usually overwhelmed with thoughts, poker faced. When people say things like "Smile, it may never happen!" 🤣...or constantly ask if "I'm okaay" when I'm managing tasks!...I'm also highly creative, that's my escape! Creativity...I'm edward!! 🤣🤣..I recall even a time..because im epileptic, and have partial absence seizures..i came out of one, at my work..and fully conscious they were talking to me in a cooperative tone..well??..like I was a child really 🤣🤣...that soft tone the Avon representative uses with Edward like he's age five 🤣🤣. But then again?..when people have witnessed my seizures in the past, and noticed im generally quiet, and introverted..they sometimes still use that tone anyway...only now and then do I question why they actually are?..but due to my anxiety, I'm usually quite short with them....then I seek a chance for solitude or creativeness....I've got your back Edward 🤣🤣🤣🤣[image][image]