Yeah when I was 15 it was an huge deal

Unfortunately nobody believed I got diagnosed because I’m not like who you see on tv with it or how the most serious cases are like serial killers with it , when I tell my close friends they straight out admit they don’t think I have it , they have no idea how I was like at 15 , when I was 15 I mean that was the worst time , just because I’m high functioning now doesn’t mean I ever wasn’t , and everyone with it displays it differently we don’t all want to kill people or are violent with it , I’m an very loving person until I have an bad moment , I had these pills for it but they made me worst and I function better without any but it was just an shit show as I had like 4 different lots , I no longer get voices in my head as they went when I turned 18 , but they started when I was 5 , I taken them out myself as in I know what triggers them and I now know how to avoid the trigger , I do still struggle a lot though with understanding reality , but I think overall I do cope well but my outbursts are horrible absolutely horrible , not as bad as you see on tv but it’s like I’m possessed when I really have them. I do still sometimes get them outside my head which I don’t know if it’s real or spiritual , I still see somethings too but I don’t know if they are ghosts or real but I avoid telling my friends because even my best friend from work thinks I was diagnosed wrong. Maybe I was diagnosed wrong , I mean I hope I was but she isn’t qualified to say , her mum is but she’s never even met me. I mean do I wish I didn’t have it , but it makes me feel so bad when my friends think im making it up.