I Have Schizophrenia

Just hear me out. Everyone with schizophrenia has its similarities but are different experiences according to each individual. Surprising enough had it since I was 11 but wasn't diagnosed with schizo not until I was 30. Never done drugs of any kind. I stopped taking medication 6 years ago. Never had any relapse of any crazy episodes. Still have it but very minor. Not saying it will work for everyone.

This is where I'm going with this. I see those hypnosis shows and thought what is the difference between controlled and uncontrolled thoughts. People that is being hypnotized truly believe of whatever they are seeing or doing. To the point they actual mime it out. It's their mind that projects the action and thoughts of making them do these things. At the same time the person giving the commands making you believe it's real can control you whatever he/she wants.

What's the difference with schizophrenia? Why isn't schizophrenia ever a good uplifting thing? Always negative thoughts. Negative voices. Negative visions. Can we say our mind is our worst enemy? Giving out the commands like hypnosis. Making us believe the lies? Or is it an actual entity hacking into our mind trying to control us? As I ramble on I'm sure you think I'm a crazy person. That needs his meds. This is only a theory I came up with. Nothing more. I just happen to learn how to have complete control of my own mind. Not letting of whatever I have control me.