Flying Monkeys
My narcissist mom's sister (aunt a.k.a. flying monkey) tried to reach out to me to get more information from me since I've been avoiding and locking myself inside my room for weeks now. I've stopped sharing personal stuff with my family after that incident. I mean, they've been gossiping/talking shit about me behind my back, and have been treating me like a criminal anyway.
So, I just told her me and my mom are not okay and that's that. She's been pushing on "Why? why won't you tell me? We're family." Like, I can't! She literally reports to my mom just like my dad so they can have something to talk about. She'll never understand. The truth is my mom is an overt narcissist with a huge victim mentality...she's the ring leader. When I stopped loving her, and being the doormat child that I am, she started her quest of smear campaigning me to death, and have been bullying/provoking me when no one's around. How the heck am I supposed to tell her that? She believes my mom's lies...she'll never believe me and it happened to me a long time ago when she turned this other person I thought I could trust against me. Never again. I'm keeping my mouth shut this time. These flying monkeys are such hypocrites, trying to be nice but all they want is info to report to the narcissist. They're so freaking easy to manipulate, it's disgusting. I'm glad I've educated myself, and more aware now.
I'm also dealing with an insecure, copycat, narcissist sister-in-law who's copying everything that I do...and she's bragging about it like it's her own idea, but really, she's doing it to smite me. We're having an indirect, secret facebook war right now...and all her posts are full of crap. Tried to avoid her, and not share anything as well...actually, I'm avoiding everyone. I don't know who else I can trust now in my family, they're all either enablers, narcissists, and flying monkeys. UGH...I can't take this.
Update: I saw some messages between my aunt and my mom. They were making fun of me, and talking trash about how bad and full of anger I was. My mom told her I did the crime for attention because they're not giving it to me (The real reason was I have no money for medical/pet bills which I already told them 100 times already, this is another lie/smear campaign). They were scheming (my brother chimed in) to post that video where I was caught red-handed to c*ckblock my posts. Like leave me the eff alone already! This isn't family anymore, it's just toxic!
So, I just told her me and my mom are not okay and that's that. She's been pushing on "Why? why won't you tell me? We're family." Like, I can't! She literally reports to my mom just like my dad so they can have something to talk about. She'll never understand. The truth is my mom is an overt narcissist with a huge victim mentality...she's the ring leader. When I stopped loving her, and being the doormat child that I am, she started her quest of smear campaigning me to death, and have been bullying/provoking me when no one's around. How the heck am I supposed to tell her that? She believes my mom's lies...she'll never believe me and it happened to me a long time ago when she turned this other person I thought I could trust against me. Never again. I'm keeping my mouth shut this time. These flying monkeys are such hypocrites, trying to be nice but all they want is info to report to the narcissist. They're so freaking easy to manipulate, it's disgusting. I'm glad I've educated myself, and more aware now.
I'm also dealing with an insecure, copycat, narcissist sister-in-law who's copying everything that I do...and she's bragging about it like it's her own idea, but really, she's doing it to smite me. We're having an indirect, secret facebook war right now...and all her posts are full of crap. Tried to avoid her, and not share anything as well...actually, I'm avoiding everyone. I don't know who else I can trust now in my family, they're all either enablers, narcissists, and flying monkeys. UGH...I can't take this.
Update: I saw some messages between my aunt and my mom. They were making fun of me, and talking trash about how bad and full of anger I was. My mom told her I did the crime for attention because they're not giving it to me (The real reason was I have no money for medical/pet bills which I already told them 100 times already, this is another lie/smear campaign). They were scheming (my brother chimed in) to post that video where I was caught red-handed to c*ckblock my posts. Like leave me the eff alone already! This isn't family anymore, it's just toxic!
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