@berangere the term "Toxic," is so blurred for me. (family) has this way of making it harder to disassociate. Their love is there but the relationships are toxic to me on some levels.
@Iwillwait Toxic means harmful to your general well being,toxic means they are basically poisoning your life,sadly thay cannot be toxic and love you, love/toxicity is an oxymoron.
@Iwillwait Yes I see what you are saying,they are affected by drugs and alcohol and that make them into people they really are not, it brings the worse in them,yes I would believe there is love there buried under it all.