I Think I'm Insane

She came to as if a dream ,but my dreams are real . a tiny little girl surrounded by light .I'm young so much younger than now ,just a boy . She put out her hand and asked me to come with her,i follow without hesitation she is ahead of me constantly turning to beckon me on,we travel through space and time to a place where the flowers grow ,the sun shines ,the breeze gently touches my face ,together we sit and she tells me my secrets ,time stands still until she tells me she must go ,but if i wait she will come back as she walks away the flowers seem to go with her ,dying in time with her steps . I jolt awake and the first sensation is mind numbing cold ,it hits my skin like a thousand needles ,stinging my face freezing my tears on my cheeks . A man is there shaking me ,i slowly focus on the now ,he is a farmer on an atv ,i'm sitting in a foot of snow in one of his fields ,he is asking what are you doing? Your going to freeze to death out here ,i can't answer i'm shivering so bad i can't speak ,my face burns ,my hands are beyond numb . I'm approx two miles from my home ,it's 9 degrees outside ,i have on a thin hoodie no gloves . he asks is something wrong with you ? Help me is all i can get out .he calls 911 ,the squad comes take me to the hospital i have frostbite on my face and hands ,hypothermia they bring blankets iv fluids .the the questions start .why was i outside ?From doctors ,from my family ,i have no answers ,tell them a little girl came for me ? i plead ignorance just wandered off i guess . all the while i hear her laughter in the back of my mind ,i was supposed to die there i know that and if she comes again i won't hesitate to follow her. after my 3 day psych hold that is .