If I have sit up half the night heart broken you're gonna get that midnight🖕🏼you letter.
I can't wait for this insane feeling to pass.
I am absorbing myself in reassuring memes and self talk.
But I'm starting to understand it wasn't love, it was a toxic attachment and that's why it feels like I'm going crazy. This is not me.
This is an addict. To people who tell me they love me then treat me like crap. To always low key knowing I'm not safe. Going psycho from silence and walls.
More a prisoner than a lover.
Institutionalized.
I wish I had help so bad right now. Someone slap me.
I am absorbing myself in reassuring memes and self talk.
But I'm starting to understand it wasn't love, it was a toxic attachment and that's why it feels like I'm going crazy. This is not me.
This is an addict. To people who tell me they love me then treat me like crap. To always low key knowing I'm not safe. Going psycho from silence and walls.
More a prisoner than a lover.
Institutionalized.
I wish I had help so bad right now. Someone slap me.
41-45, F
