I Have Epilepsy

This will be quite difficult to explain, being epileptic, talking about seizures and the influence it has. But I'm not focusing on the physical impact. Temporal lobe epilepsy, a partial seizure. Still unaware of whats happening around you when the seizure happens. Its the build up that triggers the random mixed feelings of intense fear, anxiety, like the panic you would get when witnessing something traumatic. But what do you see, well everything thats in plain sight but you get a tremendous hint of deja vu..almost like your mind is taking you back..and your senses link too, taste, smell, sounds...Anything you look at mimics an experience you've had, it takes you to a phase in your life..An office corridor at work could take you back, it looks familiar?. like the hospital corridor you were once pushed along in a hospital bed as a child. You interlock with the feelings you had that very day, being a child, fear!!..sounds don't help either, if there's an office printer beeping, or making noises, it could remind me of the noise coming from the MRI Scan I had that day..the mind is completely sensitive during the aura..everything around you is deja vu..then the seizure hits!....But?..out with seizures, and just being a person who has epilepsy. I think it can lead to deep imagination due to how it can open the mind and your senses into the depths..All round you end up seeing life almost through a childs eyes...excited at times, like your imagination is limitless, creative, enthusiastic, optimistic, a dreamer, like everyday is a new day, and you can't wait to go out and explore it..because no matter what you look at, or what you do?..you'll see the small details, and imagination is limitless x[image]