Not asking a question here, more just sharing personal bit of myself.

I was born with epilepsy, but wasn't diagnosed till I was 42 fricken yrs old. Some P/O resentment to my siblings and teachers and classmates ... but I am thankful I am not effected with the Grand Mals. I'm more likely to appear as though I am stoned or drunk. Thus why I was diagnosed so later on.
13yrs ago I had the undeveloped area of my brain removed and sort of told the end to the seizures is here. Well the past couple of yrs, I took I was having a sort of a panic attack of sorts, but on Wednesday night I had one cycling home. I rode off the side into some tree and people who saw me had the Ambulance called for me. I wasn't injured, I wasn't drunk! But I do know the epilepsy is back again! It's different now, I sort of miss the deja vu's but I am more thankful I do not see the mystery before my eyes. Now I just see sort of a pr grey balls go on off and then I too is gone.
So now I am back on the drugs again. What a bummer!
Now I sort of get to sit on a bubble to wait and see what next is going to happen. 😊