I understand what that's like. It's hard to talk to people that has no clue what living with depression is like. Being depressed and having depression is 2 different things. I sincerely hope things get better for you. Hugs🤗

Remember it’s okay to ask for help, you don’t need to appear or pretend you’re okay when you’re not.

You need to find a person you feel safe with talking through all those things , gently one by one , but take it slow

That's actually very common really..