I WENT TO THE PSYCHIATRIST TODAY! 🥹🙏🏼

Yeey... Idk why I'm so proud of myself !! 🥳
I've been postponing this for so long (cause I had a very bad experience with 3 previous ones it was awful and they either rushed me or didn't believe me)

... and finally, finally I took this step again...

I'm planning to take the medication for my newly diagnosed bipolar 2 and follow through it. Hopefully.

It terrifies me to no end... but I think I will do it.

He said it is not mandatory to tell any family member for now. (Which I've been stressing over for so long). He did say I should do it sooner than later but he respected my wish of secrecy. So I'm relaxed about that.

Wow... it feels like a new journey. Even though the diagnosis was a few months ago... but... I'm taking another step. 😭 It kinda feels surreal.