I Am Autistic

Hey guys just thought I'd open up a little about my Autism which I rarely do because i fear people will tip toe around me and I hate that anyway I was born with Autism Aspergers syndrome more specifically and growing up was a true test for me mainly because of a bunch of inpept and diabolically bad specialists I wasn't diagnosed until I was 16 up until then I was wild and out of control causing untold stress on my entire family especially my siblings I went to special schools was put on medication for everything from hyperactivity to adhd what really irritated me is I culd have been diagnosed 10 years before I was i hate being autistic because I feel so alone and isolated because i am the only one that thinks the way I do and over the years it has got me in a lot of trouble worst of all is mos of the time I'm just a normal guy you would never think autistic if you met me the only time anybody ever really sees it is if you spent an extended length of time with me that frustrates me most of all cuz it's the simple things i struggle with i get stressed out by the little things and yet somehow the big things just rush over me I just hope because of this nobody thinks of me any differently