Guilt : The Unwelcome Guest I Let In

If the first thing I learned to feel was shame...will it ever go away? Everything I do feels wrong. My existence feels like a mistake. Am I really doing it to myself like everyone seems to think? Is it really my negative attitude that makes me so hurt, disgusted with myself, and want to cease to exist on most days? Yep, you betcha! Now go guzzle your koolaid and devour that moldy freaking bread.