Attachment issues...

Ahhh aren't they great!!!! honestly I hateeee being so deeply attached to certain people because i know the way I'm attaching to them is not healthy. I know i shouldn't need their validation to survive... or need them to talk to me to feel whole. When i think about my favorite "celebrities" it gets so parasocial to the point it's probably a problem now. Yet i so desperately cling to it. when will this cycle just end already