Imma be educational for a while

@RedGrizzly in what way?

@BabyDolls what it's like living with it. I know I can Google it and all, but it doesn't ever tell me about how severe it can be or disruptive in daily life. Kinda like, I can read about shcitzophrenia but never quite understand what their experience is with it or how bad it gets since I don't have it myself. I hope that makes sense.

@RedGrizzly it ruins nearly everything. I have no clue about who i am. Only what i am. I feel all feelings at an extreme level and nothing at all. I share similar traits to a narcissist which makes me scared to open up about whats going on in my head. Splitting means i feel like a disgusting thing that deserves nothing or a queen that deserves the world, nothing in between but sometimes both at once

@RedGrizzly i feel awful for dumping all that on you now im really sorry please understand i didn't think of what I was saying

@BabyDolls No it's okay! It's very insightful! I really appreciate that. Thank you for opening up to me about it!