How am I supposed to survive?

I can't afford to survive with my health problems& mental health problems. I try to work and attend appointments, but I can't make enough to get by. I often feel discarded and degraded at work because of the lack of respect that i get working as a female in the gaming industry. I am getting to the point where I have to sell my house. It really sucks. 1500 is too much for housing when i only work like 30 hr a week due to therapy and doc appointments. I have no family support at all I'm on my own. I don't even have any friends because I suffer with ADHD and have object permanence and i forget they exist, and they leave because i can't meet their expectations of what a good friend is which is understandable. it sucks I lose everyone. I'm really stuck I don't have even enough to get into a new place, but I will when I sell the house i just don't know what to do or where to go. I lost my family for leaving the Mormon church. I really don't have any ideas I'm barley making it by selling things in my house. please let me know if you know of any remote jobs or any ideas. I am really lost All I want to do is help the world. Im willing to relocate