My mental is getting worse

Idk what to do anymore my mental is getting worse. Primary doctor I gotta pay copay I can’t afford. I cry over my dad, I cry over my partner being missing, I feel lonely 😞 I come on this site to vent and l I see is crappy people hearting my post nothing to heart if my life is going to worse , alone , unemployed and no money and still fkn people think they being helpful with stupid hearts on my posts. I’m sleepy. I’m not getting enough sleep I wanna try and sleep and I can’t 😭