I miss the old me, the old us mom and dad :((

I always listen to my friends when they need someone to talk to, but after the incident where i experienced anxiety and depression it all changed, at first i thought i already overcomed my mental health issues but when i listen to my friends now i feel like the sadness transfers to me, no one knows i suffered from depression and anxiety, my parents knows but they thought i was just sad they don't know it's already anxiety and depression, i almost ended my life but my family was clueless. I can't feel the happiness and joy that i've felt when i was a kid, i feel like everything just faded.