Family issues

Hi... ....
So how should i put this, everything got worse, remember when i said my everyone is leaving me? Well add my family to that list, they hate me and want to get rid of me from their life and I don't blame them, im the worse person that i know i just... Freak out time to time idk why. There were 3 times where my mom threatened me leave all of us.... She should have took my siblings and run without me.. can you do that mom just.. for me