Midlife crisis 🤷‍♀️🙄😂

Suddenly, I want to make NOISE. Use my voice. Tired of going hoarse if I have to talk for ten minutes because I spend so much time in silence. In this hormone-addled brain of mine, noise=alive, right now. Not that the old me isn’t sitting in the corner rolling her eyes, but I ordered a microphone and audio interface and some other flotsam and jetsam to play with. I already feel better and it’s not even here yet. It’s just nice to feel a need and walk toward it rather than turn my back on it. Even if it’s silly. Even if it’s nothing and I can’t quite forget it. I just feel delighted and there is precious relief in that. Christmas will be here this weekend. 💃🤭