Hi Sam I’m so sorry to hear this I can’t imagine how hard this is for you your feelings are valid I understand how hard it is to have no one to talk to about your issues but even if I’m just a random stranger I am hear to listen and if you want we can be friends!! About the people talking about you believe me they are not worth your time I know how hard it is because I personally suffered from this let me tell you something my cousin I gave her everything she lived in my home for years I gave her my clothes my makeup my everything I was so nice to her but she always talked behind my back for no reason and she’s always making rumours and she hurted me a lot and I realised that even if you give someone everything if that person is bad nothing will change him my advice to you is ignore and drop the people that talk about u they don’t deserve your time