mom issues.

when i get up for school i usually have my clothes planned out, well today after i got ready i was putting my jacket on i couldn't find any socks to wear i told my mother i didn't have any socks she gave me a pear of her socks i explained to her that those didn't fit me, she slapped me and she yelled at me she would be late i didn't have and defense for myself so i yelled back telling her what did i do? she got mad and screamed at me, i asked her to stop and she pinned me against my bed and she screamed like hell into my face, she took my pc i hid my phone in my backpack and i screamed "IM GOING INTO THE CAR" i had a mental breakdown and she saw my blades that i do sh and everything while tearing up my room.