I don't know whats going on

Feelings could possibly be the most complex factor that plays into life. When we become stressed, which we all do, our feelings start to become uncontrollable. This leads us to becoming more stressed and experiencing intense emotional turmoil.

Everyone gets jealous. The nicest, most considerate girl in my class told me she got jealous when a different girl won a race.
This feeling of jealousy comes with the hard emotions, because your anger and sadness are mixing together and becoming too much for your body too handle, which causes you to feel envy for others who don’t seem to be experiencing what you are.

Derealization is awful. Its tiresome, persistent, and very hard to deal with. The things it does to your mind are not good, and when you begin to feel a constant amount of this it may be a good time to start seeing a official counselor about your situation.

Anyways, this got really serious.
Lets talk about our day.
I had a decent day today. What about you?
I went out twice today, and the weather was kind of cold. Did you go out? What was the weather like?
I took a bath in the morning, and I used this cool rose bath bomb. It made the water turn more pink than red which was kind of disappointing but it smelled great, I love roses. Did you take a bath/shower this morning? Whats your favorite kind of flower, if you like flowers?
In the morning, I wanted to try making chocolate chip waffles by putting chocolate chips on top of frozen waffles and cooking them in a toaster oven. In the end it was decent, but I nearly burnt the chocolate which was a bummer. What did you have for breakfast, if you had any?
For lunch, I made grilled cheese. I adore grilled cheese, its got to be my top five. I like doing special things to it like putting bacon in it and trying spices on it. What did you have for lunch, if you had any? Do you like grilled cheese, cause I sure do?
I like playing a few sports. Today I played volleyball with my two friends. Even if the teams are uneven, it’s still really fun and we laugh a lot. What do you like doing for fun?
Tonight, I took a shower with my new shampoo. It’s watermelon scented, I think it’s really nice. Did you take a bath/shower tonight, and what is your favorite scent for shampoo?
I don’t like toothpaste flavors much, but I kind of dig the bubblegum. Did you brush your teeth tonight? What’s your favorite toothpaste flavor?
I have this plushie I like to cuddle at night. He’s pretty big and he’s kind of like a tube shape with a dog face and tail. He’s super cute. I named him Moobon. Do you have any plushies or pillows you like to hug?
My cats like to come kay with me in bed. They love the attention, and I love laying with them. They are my absolute best friends, they are so sweet and I love them. Do you have any pets? What’s your favorite? My favorite is cats.

I’m going to bed now. Are you going to sleep, or are we in different timezones? For me it is standard bedtime.
Have a awesome tomorrow and forever after. Goodnight! :)

You are growing up, you seem in touch with how you feel, seem able to judge good and bad. It's good to be so in touch with yourself. Life moves on, full of surprises.

No blame. Be kind. Love everything.

All the best.

How's your day been? Have you eaten recently because you should do that

Cut yrself some slack