Dream and the reality

I love it when i dream about something. I always wake up happy when i have a dream. In my dream, i was loved, i was someone who is kind, i was admired by many people. In my dream, i was special. Im kinda sad to wake up. I don't want to wake up. I want to be loved, but sadly i stop dreaming for about a month. I miss dreaming and waking up happy, thinking it might be a sign that one day i will be loved