I am on my last perscription of SSRI now. I am anxious now, because I realize I am still not even close to resolving certain greivances and loss

the withdraw alone from this chemical (sertraline) is going to be very horrible, i know this, not to mention again, and am still not ok, and these pills , combined with weed and booze, do emotionally numb me almost entirely, and I need that.


Should I get more? ... What would you do?