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Issue 001 - difference in connectivity

It's like we are from different materials. He is connecting himself with everyone we meet easy and in depth. They are always remember his face and name. I feel as if I move without leaving traces, as if he grows roots in any moment while I am passing by as if I never came.
being · 36-40, F
Another dimension to this is that there's truly no lesson here for me, but lessons for another. Maybe I am truly a tool in this case and have to accept my role and move on.

Perhaps it's just there's nothing here for me because I have once more given more space to the other's ways than mine. If I were by myself, things would have evolved differently.

Why am I making more space for the other ?
I find unsettling the fact that he can have me and be himself too, while I shrink myself to fit into situations.
Coppercoil · M
@being i know exactly what you are saying.
Unlearn · 41-45, M
He feeds off others energy. You seem to get your energy from within...I think that's why it is how it is.
Unlearn · 41-45, M
@being People who try hard to leave an impression, hardly make an impression on me. It's the gentle folks who end up leaving their impression on me...
being · 36-40, F
@Unlearn that's nice but how true and practical is that for real ?? ..
Unlearn · 41-45, M
@being very...
ABCDEF7 · M
Maybe because you love to connect with non material things.
ABCDEF7 · M
@being People who don't connect with external things can easily connect what's inside (you or the others). Surely, I was talking about that non material connect.
being · 36-40, F
insightful @ABCDEF7 even if I suspect I am not grasping the full insight of it 😆
ABCDEF7 · M
@being Like, the connect you experience deep within your heart, your emotions, the feeling of being one with someone, these are all non-material connect.
Coppercoil · M
Opposites are often a benefit for counterbalance and growth.
Coppercoil · M
@being you will when you are ready. It will happen with grace, and without struggle. Tryst your heart.
being · 36-40, F
@Coppercoil so true, thank you ❤️
Coppercoil · M
@being always 💚🌱🌷💕
assemblingaknob · 26-30, F
I........feel the same sometimes.
being · 36-40, F
@assemblingaknob what can we do to rise in the sphere of existence huh 🥵
assemblingaknob · 26-30, F
@being I haven't figured that out yet.
being · 36-40, F
@assemblingaknob Let's investigate this, if you want. I know my negative mantras, playing in the background of my head, so subtle I don't even know unless I pay close attention. Those are sentences like " I am not wanted / I am unworthy of attention, as if I have no value to offer / I am the decor, a supplementary item / I am transparent on a level I become a ghost into this world " and some more equally graceful statements. Those eat up my light and I know it now. When I am at my strongest, nothing touches me, but in my weakest moments I can still fall back to my old pains.

I have figured, I am telling myself that all I want is to be connected and am willing to sacrifice everything of myself in order to obtain a connection. But you know, what happens next is, it's not I who is connected then...
We have to be ourselves dear 💗 and only connect from*that* point.
being · 36-40, F
@TryingtoLava hello Lava 😘🤗

 
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