I have noticed this about myself. I give myself an ulcer trying to be known by anyone. Like if anyone would listen to me or care to get to know me, it would mean so much. I’m not concerned with names or being someone else, more just feeling like I’m not invisible or like I’m loveable. Problem is I compromise my integrity and let people fuck with my head too much before I realize their intentions are to use me. Then I end up hating people for awhile. I’m too damn sweet 🦀