This has been me all last week..

After several insane nightmares, waking up this morning wanting to unalive myself, wanting to unalive myself after getting yelled at last week, yelling in my car 3 times, blasting music while driving to "run", overspending on things I haven't looked at yet, I FINALLY started my medicine today..

All this and I had a moment of peace thinking "You know what, I'm fine, I don't need medicine" lol..

I'm SCARED tho😭