Ways to feel pretty again?
Had 4 months being bedridden and eating junk bcuz of serious mental health issues after 3 yrs psychosis. I'm coming out of it, which I'm thankful for, but it shows on me.
I keep clean but I don't look/feel feminine anymore, I feel repugnant. I'm in my 20's. I do feel older than a 70yr old, too, not youthful. Any tips? I can just afford to buy a few skincare products. I will try to change my diet and start with 10 minute workouts.
Backstory:
I try to dress up to look decent but my makeup doesn't glow like before, and when I take it off I'm back to 0. My body is round, heavy dark circles and uneven skin, I look a bit old and worn out for my age so much that family have told me that I look older than my mom (shes 50+) and a very rude co-worker said I am a 'bad vibe' and I have no youthful energy, and it is obvious I am 'sick' from the look of me. It breaks my heart, I used to be so beautiful, loved making people laugh, loved going shopping (can't be outside for too long anymore, start going hooha).
I had to support myself, go to work and university (didn't graduate), whilst going crazy for 3yrs and now it shows on my demeanor.
I keep clean but I don't look/feel feminine anymore, I feel repugnant. I'm in my 20's. I do feel older than a 70yr old, too, not youthful. Any tips? I can just afford to buy a few skincare products. I will try to change my diet and start with 10 minute workouts.
Backstory:
I try to dress up to look decent but my makeup doesn't glow like before, and when I take it off I'm back to 0. My body is round, heavy dark circles and uneven skin, I look a bit old and worn out for my age so much that family have told me that I look older than my mom (shes 50+) and a very rude co-worker said I am a 'bad vibe' and I have no youthful energy, and it is obvious I am 'sick' from the look of me. It breaks my heart, I used to be so beautiful, loved making people laugh, loved going shopping (can't be outside for too long anymore, start going hooha).
I had to support myself, go to work and university (didn't graduate), whilst going crazy for 3yrs and now it shows on my demeanor.
